Listen to my silence gray....
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#\\ Waiting //#
 
waiting, always waiting, my feelings say live for the moment, Tomorrow's not promised and yet I wait. For an imaginary destiny I've daydreamed away, I'll wait.
 
People come and go with anger of never ending anticipation. Gazing through ideas only a stalker could contemplate I'm frustrated, waiting.
 
Longing desires, does it seem that obvious? My eyes are decieving in aesthetic properties. Wasting my time waiting on something I really wouldn't know what to do with if I had it. Is it even in my understanding to assume its possible for consuming all the happiness I've wanted? Waiting for the agonizing truth. Waiting, maybe thats what I'm supposed to do.

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I find myself lost in

This world of nothingness

But why do I care

I can find all the

Faults in yesterday

The things I cant change

So why cant

Anyone face the truth

Selfish ideas

Of the future

Im gonna leave

The past in the past

Keep the time I

Have and it last

Gonna escape from

My shallow perspective

Im waiting for

The day Im resurrected

~Compromise~

You are the darkness

To hide my lies

Uncover my faults

Its no surprise

I fall into your trap

Without discontent

Your mischievous ways

I hate and resent

Covered with jealousy

Of things youll never have

To see me fail

Thatd make you glad

But Im not

So you cant

Go ahead

And take a chance

Just know

Ill put up a fight

To shatter the light

Of your ego-headed thoughts.

No matter what the cost.

Ill break you down piece by piece

The most you couldve done was the least.

Here I am thinking

Everything is ok

You are here

But I dont need you to save me

Got my thoughts

My own opinions

Though you are wise

I dont want to listen

You try again

You penetrate my heart with your love

I cry tears of happiness

Gazing at the sky above

What could be better than this?

I just lied to another friend today

I shouldnt ask for you to save me

You have given me more than I deserve

All I seem to do is crash and burn

I fall again

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